Thursday, December 3, 2009
/ 11:43 PM
Wow. It has been ages since I have last updated my blog, I guess I'm passed that stage of writing one entry every other day, rather I prefer to indulge in reading blogs now.
Its December again. How time flies. Some say that once pass the age of 21, and time flies like a bitch. The latest I've heard from a few friends, is that time flies even faster after you've blown the last candle of your 25th birthday cake. I'm not looking forward to proving that right.
Life is a bitch and God is constantly putting his child through trials of her least favourite things. I cant understand why I'm being tested for my own principles and someone else's bad habits. Why do I have to be the one that is always adapting to the consequences of other's doing. Does it really make me to become a bigger person? Or is it just an excuse to minimize the hurt of knowing my importance to others... the lack of it. All these are making me becoming into an angrier person then i should be. Too much frustration and anger and I'm sick of all these.
Went to a FT that day, I know I shouldn't believe in such things but my curiosity take over the better of me; I will just take all of it with a pinch of salt. What he told me was pleasant to the ears but I don't think I will believe much of everything he'd said. Besides, the current situation is actually making me cast more doubts on his predictions. No idea how he'd derived to that 'ending' but I'm seriously reconsidering. Too many things can change in one minute, a few hours, one day.. whats more if we're talking about something that might happen in a year's time.
On a happier note, I've won the Individual Catalyst award (Term 3, 2009) and the Team Catalyst award in my company. I don't usually like to 'brag' about such achievements but since this blog is nearly non-existent now, I guess it doesn't make a big difference. I'm really happy that my hard work really pays off, with everyone's help and not to forget my Superiors' acknowledgments and nomination. At least as this year 2009 draws to an end, I've not only achieve in my career, but I've kinda marked off one of my resolution :)
Cheers to me in a one 'man' celebration...
Its December again. How time flies. Some say that once pass the age of 21, and time flies like a bitch. The latest I've heard from a few friends, is that time flies even faster after you've blown the last candle of your 25th birthday cake. I'm not looking forward to proving that right.
Life is a bitch and God is constantly putting his child through trials of her least favourite things. I cant understand why I'm being tested for my own principles and someone else's bad habits. Why do I have to be the one that is always adapting to the consequences of other's doing. Does it really make me to become a bigger person? Or is it just an excuse to minimize the hurt of knowing my importance to others... the lack of it. All these are making me becoming into an angrier person then i should be. Too much frustration and anger and I'm sick of all these.
Went to a FT that day, I know I shouldn't believe in such things but my curiosity take over the better of me; I will just take all of it with a pinch of salt. What he told me was pleasant to the ears but I don't think I will believe much of everything he'd said. Besides, the current situation is actually making me cast more doubts on his predictions. No idea how he'd derived to that 'ending' but I'm seriously reconsidering. Too many things can change in one minute, a few hours, one day.. whats more if we're talking about something that might happen in a year's time.
On a happier note, I've won the Individual Catalyst award (Term 3, 2009) and the Team Catalyst award in my company. I don't usually like to 'brag' about such achievements but since this blog is nearly non-existent now, I guess it doesn't make a big difference. I'm really happy that my hard work really pays off, with everyone's help and not to forget my Superiors' acknowledgments and nomination. At least as this year 2009 draws to an end, I've not only achieve in my career, but I've kinda marked off one of my resolution :)
Cheers to me in a one 'man' celebration...
We know life's hard, truth is hard, lies are hard, they are all hard to accept when they have been
found out, and i'm rushing history homework on the Abyissian Crisis about Italy and Abyssia going into war and that the League Of Nations cannot stop this from happening, and beacuse they are formed by means to stop war and
peace-keep the countries together, they have thus failed to achieve that. I think i tend to hold a class for history instead of telling you about me, i'm basically a what subject-realted lover (humanities) and thus
I am more analytical and critical about things, and likes to study about dead people, haha. lol. it's history what can you expect and also geography, it amazes me. I really like it alot, so what have you? Again to find this answer
you need to enter into your own reality and reflect
it's amazing. amzing how people change the way of things, like how I used to hate outdoors in Band
felt it was a complete waste of time, i've acquired to like it more, i guess people change, their thereotical means and applications in life just goes on into a new direction, and see things in another perspective, i guess- it's
all in the mind. It really amazes me how these comes into action, from someone so pessimistic has changed his own view of things, and thus my friend is scoring much better, being more optimisitc and not think of his old way of suicidal
thoughts, which are pretty daunting. and thus we need to see things, in another light, another perspective and another new way, to enable us to open up our minds, and make more new things, the new way it is. 
