/ 10:39 PM

Financial reporting is starting once again. Today Jason just informed us that we have to come back during the next two weekends for work. Great start to the new year huh.

I realized that every time when I'm really bored and down, i tend to like looking for new blog templates to update my blog. I love my current one but its too dark, despite the beautiful green and blue. It suits my mood but i don't feel the hopefulness that I once gathered from the starry sky.

I wonder why am i writing all these trivia stuff when there are so many going ons in my mind. Its pushing for an outlet but there aren't any motivation to start of with. Whats the point of saying it out to a world of my own, where the walls dont do justice to the echos. Where what is being said isnt being said.
What do you gather from here?
Nothing.

Name: Jessica

I love beautiful things
shiny glittering things
things that will bring about attention
I love attention, to be pampered and loved
to feel important and needed
I love to take photos, to drive a car
to travel and learn new things
to be financially free
I want to buy lots of Bags and Shoes
You have entered into a world of reality



We know life's hard, truth is hard, lies are hard, they are all hard to accept when they have been found out, and i'm rushing history homework on the Abyissian Crisis about Italy and Abyssia going into war and that the League Of Nations cannot stop this from happening, and beacuse they are formed by means to stop war and peace-keep the countries together, they have thus failed to achieve that. I think i tend to hold a class for history instead of telling you about me, i'm basically a what subject-realted lover (humanities) and thus I am more analytical and critical about things, and likes to study about dead people, haha. lol. it's history what can you expect and also geography, it amazes me. I really like it alot, so what have you? Again to find this answer you need to enter into your own reality and reflect




it's amazing. amzing how people change the way of things, like how I used to hate outdoors in Band felt it was a complete waste of time, i've acquired to like it more, i guess people change, their thereotical means and applications in life just goes on into a new direction, and see things in another perspective, i guess- it's all in the mind. It really amazes me how these comes into action, from someone so pessimistic has changed his own view of things, and thus my friend is scoring much better, being more optimisitc and not think of his old way of suicidal thoughts, which are pretty daunting. and thus we need to see things, in another light, another perspective and another new way, to enable us to open up our minds, and make more new things, the new way it is. done with the old back with the new

i've hiatus-ed.

/ 10:39 PM

Financial reporting is starting once again. Today Jason just informed us that we have to come back during the next two weekends for work. Great start to the new year huh.

I realized that every time when I'm really bored and down, i tend to like looking for new blog templates to update my blog. I love my current one but its too dark, despite the beautiful green and blue. It suits my mood but i don't feel the hopefulness that I once gathered from the starry sky.

I wonder why am i writing all these trivia stuff when there are so many going ons in my mind. Its pushing for an outlet but there aren't any motivation to start of with. Whats the point of saying it out to a world of my own, where the walls dont do justice to the echos. Where what is being said isnt being said.
What do you gather from here?
Nothing.