/ 11:29 PM

Rained.

Moments ago, i sat by my balcony eating longons... sentences started forming in my mind as if im writing my blog there and then.

The air is cold and crisp, the wind blow across my face and goose pimples started to appear on my arms. I realized I'm a lot luckier than the people around me..

Wrong.

I have always know this fact, but I was being reminded once again tonight over a conversation and I'm thank god for giving me many chances over these few months, to put in effort to spend more time at home. Im far from doing my best but I'll keep trying.

Thanks..
How much do i really want it? Darn a lot!

I'm progressing slowly and i know my rate is too slow but I will continue to be motivated.
I will.

Yes I will. Period.

Name: Jessica

I love beautiful things
shiny glittering things
things that will bring about attention
I love attention, to be pampered and loved
to feel important and needed
I love to take photos, to drive a car
to travel and learn new things
to be financially free
I want to buy lots of Bags and Shoes
You have entered into a world of reality



We know life's hard, truth is hard, lies are hard, they are all hard to accept when they have been found out, and i'm rushing history homework on the Abyissian Crisis about Italy and Abyssia going into war and that the League Of Nations cannot stop this from happening, and beacuse they are formed by means to stop war and peace-keep the countries together, they have thus failed to achieve that. I think i tend to hold a class for history instead of telling you about me, i'm basically a what subject-realted lover (humanities) and thus I am more analytical and critical about things, and likes to study about dead people, haha. lol. it's history what can you expect and also geography, it amazes me. I really like it alot, so what have you? Again to find this answer you need to enter into your own reality and reflect




it's amazing. amzing how people change the way of things, like how I used to hate outdoors in Band felt it was a complete waste of time, i've acquired to like it more, i guess people change, their thereotical means and applications in life just goes on into a new direction, and see things in another perspective, i guess- it's all in the mind. It really amazes me how these comes into action, from someone so pessimistic has changed his own view of things, and thus my friend is scoring much better, being more optimisitc and not think of his old way of suicidal thoughts, which are pretty daunting. and thus we need to see things, in another light, another perspective and another new way, to enable us to open up our minds, and make more new things, the new way it is. done with the old back with the new

i've hiatus-ed.

/ 11:29 PM

Rained.

Moments ago, i sat by my balcony eating longons... sentences started forming in my mind as if im writing my blog there and then.

The air is cold and crisp, the wind blow across my face and goose pimples started to appear on my arms. I realized I'm a lot luckier than the people around me..

Wrong.

I have always know this fact, but I was being reminded once again tonight over a conversation and I'm thank god for giving me many chances over these few months, to put in effort to spend more time at home. Im far from doing my best but I'll keep trying.

Thanks..
How much do i really want it? Darn a lot!

I'm progressing slowly and i know my rate is too slow but I will continue to be motivated.
I will.

Yes I will. Period.