Wednesday, October 15, 2008
/ 10:05 PM
Soul searching...
I didn't realize that there are still people coming back to my blog to check if there is any activity. Thanks peep whoever you are, whether you have left a tag or not, for patronising my blog that was one step closed to its termination.
First of all, I miss you Jac! You really ought to make it up to me when you are "free-er", which is actually not any time soon considering the fact that you are always on the go. Sigh! I miss our weekend chilling and clubbing sessions, not to mention the shopping hours. Maybe we will be able to do it next time *grin* *cross-fingers*
hah hopefully you got what i mean.. for those who don't, sorry its our 'dirty' little secret! Ssshh...
On another note >> Hi gg! Pardon me due to my aging and tired mind, please kindly identify yourself as I still couldn't figure out who you are after cracking my head in the shower. Haa thanks for your kind advice though.. I hope i will think simpler soon too.
Close to an hour ago, I stepped into my shower only to discover that the shower spray was sprinkling out a pathetic few threads of water. Immediately I got a bit irritated and decided to call my parents to check if there was some issue with the water pipes; I didn't want to shower half way and have the water supply cut off. So I tried calling my parents but both of them didn't picked up their phones and so I got really frustrated.
What happens next isn't important, but the point that I'm driving at is the flaws in my character.
I have been doing a bit of soul searching here and there and i have noticed that my level of tolerance and understanding has diminished over the months since I have taken up this job. My temper got from bad to worse and patience isn't exactly my best virtue as well. At one point, I actually thought that I should look into taking up some anger management course as well. Haa but of coz I know of a better way to improve on it and I'm slowly working towards it. I really need to develop on my communication skills so as not to drive everyone that I love and need away from me with my sarcasm and self-centeredness. Sorry to all of you who unfortunately have ended up in the wrong world side of my world to receive all the undeserved harshness.
God is the word.
A little soul searching a day makes the world a happier place to live in - jc-
I didn't realize that there are still people coming back to my blog to check if there is any activity. Thanks peep whoever you are, whether you have left a tag or not, for patronising my blog that was one step closed to its termination.
First of all, I miss you Jac! You really ought to make it up to me when you are "free-er", which is actually not any time soon considering the fact that you are always on the go. Sigh! I miss our weekend chilling and clubbing sessions, not to mention the shopping hours. Maybe we will be able to do it next time *grin* *cross-fingers*
hah hopefully you got what i mean.. for those who don't, sorry its our 'dirty' little secret! Ssshh...
On another note >> Hi gg! Pardon me due to my aging and tired mind, please kindly identify yourself as I still couldn't figure out who you are after cracking my head in the shower. Haa thanks for your kind advice though.. I hope i will think simpler soon too.
Close to an hour ago, I stepped into my shower only to discover that the shower spray was sprinkling out a pathetic few threads of water. Immediately I got a bit irritated and decided to call my parents to check if there was some issue with the water pipes; I didn't want to shower half way and have the water supply cut off. So I tried calling my parents but both of them didn't picked up their phones and so I got really frustrated.
What happens next isn't important, but the point that I'm driving at is the flaws in my character.
I have been doing a bit of soul searching here and there and i have noticed that my level of tolerance and understanding has diminished over the months since I have taken up this job. My temper got from bad to worse and patience isn't exactly my best virtue as well. At one point, I actually thought that I should look into taking up some anger management course as well. Haa but of coz I know of a better way to improve on it and I'm slowly working towards it. I really need to develop on my communication skills so as not to drive everyone that I love and need away from me with my sarcasm and self-centeredness. Sorry to all of you who unfortunately have ended up in the wrong world side of my world to receive all the undeserved harshness.
God is the word.
A little soul searching a day makes the world a happier place to live in - jc-
We know life's hard, truth is hard, lies are hard, they are all hard to accept when they have been
found out, and i'm rushing history homework on the Abyissian Crisis about Italy and Abyssia going into war and that the League Of Nations cannot stop this from happening, and beacuse they are formed by means to stop war and
peace-keep the countries together, they have thus failed to achieve that. I think i tend to hold a class for history instead of telling you about me, i'm basically a what subject-realted lover (humanities) and thus
I am more analytical and critical about things, and likes to study about dead people, haha. lol. it's history what can you expect and also geography, it amazes me. I really like it alot, so what have you? Again to find this answer
you need to enter into your own reality and reflect
it's amazing. amzing how people change the way of things, like how I used to hate outdoors in Band
felt it was a complete waste of time, i've acquired to like it more, i guess people change, their thereotical means and applications in life just goes on into a new direction, and see things in another perspective, i guess- it's
all in the mind. It really amazes me how these comes into action, from someone so pessimistic has changed his own view of things, and thus my friend is scoring much better, being more optimisitc and not think of his old way of suicidal
thoughts, which are pretty daunting. and thus we need to see things, in another light, another perspective and another new way, to enable us to open up our minds, and make more new things, the new way it is. 
