Sunday, October 12, 2008
/ 10:59 PM
Been absented for awhile from the 'blogging world'; caught up in many other actions of my life.. i wish i could allocate more time to doing what i want then spending about 70% of my last year buried in work.
When i entered into the working world i know that this phrase of my life would blurred out many other aspects of what the youths of today possessed but have often ignorantly left it behind.. un-cherished.
Growing up have never been easy but each experience played a part in shaping up who we are, and I am glad that He have put me through many tough times and still doing so ... however I'm exhausted from these walks; the search for a state of certainty or the chase into the opportunities of doing what can make me happy.
I'm not sure anymore.
I suddenly missed blogging and the activities that revolves around maintaining a blog i.e updating of a new blog skin, and so i went in search of one and chance upon this two that stir my heart a beat. I have decided on this one cause i love stars, the shades of co lour that was being applied to this one and the feminine yet dark floral graffiti that was found on top of the column.
Perhaps this will be the start of another phrase where I seek and find answers in 'speaking' out my thoughts.
Till then... find the Star that light up the path...
When i entered into the working world i know that this phrase of my life would blurred out many other aspects of what the youths of today possessed but have often ignorantly left it behind.. un-cherished.
Growing up have never been easy but each experience played a part in shaping up who we are, and I am glad that He have put me through many tough times and still doing so ... however I'm exhausted from these walks; the search for a state of certainty or the chase into the opportunities of doing what can make me happy.
I'm not sure anymore.
I suddenly missed blogging and the activities that revolves around maintaining a blog i.e updating of a new blog skin, and so i went in search of one and chance upon this two that stir my heart a beat. I have decided on this one cause i love stars, the shades of co lour that was being applied to this one and the feminine yet dark floral graffiti that was found on top of the column.
Perhaps this will be the start of another phrase where I seek and find answers in 'speaking' out my thoughts.
Till then... find the Star that light up the path...
We know life's hard, truth is hard, lies are hard, they are all hard to accept when they have been
found out, and i'm rushing history homework on the Abyissian Crisis about Italy and Abyssia going into war and that the League Of Nations cannot stop this from happening, and beacuse they are formed by means to stop war and
peace-keep the countries together, they have thus failed to achieve that. I think i tend to hold a class for history instead of telling you about me, i'm basically a what subject-realted lover (humanities) and thus
I am more analytical and critical about things, and likes to study about dead people, haha. lol. it's history what can you expect and also geography, it amazes me. I really like it alot, so what have you? Again to find this answer
you need to enter into your own reality and reflect
it's amazing. amzing how people change the way of things, like how I used to hate outdoors in Band
felt it was a complete waste of time, i've acquired to like it more, i guess people change, their thereotical means and applications in life just goes on into a new direction, and see things in another perspective, i guess- it's
all in the mind. It really amazes me how these comes into action, from someone so pessimistic has changed his own view of things, and thus my friend is scoring much better, being more optimisitc and not think of his old way of suicidal
thoughts, which are pretty daunting. and thus we need to see things, in another light, another perspective and another new way, to enable us to open up our minds, and make more new things, the new way it is. 
