Saturday, January 19, 2008
/ 1:01 AM
I have been lost in the world of my own, oblivious of what has been happening to my friends
around me. At times, the thought of dropping them a message came across, but most of the time my mind was held captive by the monotonous working life. Im glad that i still managed to keep in contact, if not close relations with some of them.
It is sad how the reality of life plays out, we are jailed to invisible cage of the "working world"; and
most often we are doing things that we draw no passion from and the work takes up so much of our time and energy that we have no time to walk towards what we really want. And some thinks that when we start working, with the miserable pay that we earned, we can finally do the things that we want.
Irony.
How many times do we have to compromise with the other end of the weighing scale?
It is natural to reminisce about the past and feel sad about it?
What does these feelings imply?
It is natural to feel this way for a period of time?
how long will it last? what does it say?
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We know life's hard, truth is hard, lies are hard, they are all hard to accept when they have been
found out, and i'm rushing history homework on the Abyissian Crisis about Italy and Abyssia going into war and that the League Of Nations cannot stop this from happening, and beacuse they are formed by means to stop war and
peace-keep the countries together, they have thus failed to achieve that. I think i tend to hold a class for history instead of telling you about me, i'm basically a what subject-realted lover (humanities) and thus
I am more analytical and critical about things, and likes to study about dead people, haha. lol. it's history what can you expect and also geography, it amazes me. I really like it alot, so what have you? Again to find this answer
you need to enter into your own reality and reflect
it's amazing. amzing how people change the way of things, like how I used to hate outdoors in Band
felt it was a complete waste of time, i've acquired to like it more, i guess people change, their thereotical means and applications in life just goes on into a new direction, and see things in another perspective, i guess- it's
all in the mind. It really amazes me how these comes into action, from someone so pessimistic has changed his own view of things, and thus my friend is scoring much better, being more optimisitc and not think of his old way of suicidal
thoughts, which are pretty daunting. and thus we need to see things, in another light, another perspective and another new way, to enable us to open up our minds, and make more new things, the new way it is. 
