Tuesday, November 13, 2007
/ 9:20 PM
Work is getting a lil' better with the migration of the Prudential funds. Still the nightmare of RAP7
is looming closer with every passing day. How bad can a year end financial reporting be to
have "chased" away many talented minds?
Just came back on a tiring company trip to HK over the weekend. It was very rushed,
didnt have much time to go many places, whats more to even shop properly. Finally i have made a trip down to Lan Gui Fang, on both nights. The people *guys* are really friendly there, but
thankfully Phelicia came to my rescue; she hearts the whites, especially this German guy that know how to speak chinese- that didn't impress me much.
On the second day, i nearly brought a Fendi bag; was so close to saying "i'll get it", the words was at the back of my thoat but i didnt get it in the end. Resisted the temptation of an impulsive act.
I still thinks its nice but perhaps I shall look around Gucci again.
I'm in a world of my own,
just leave me alone...
Retreating to my own solace world of thoughts.
Ignorant of the right thing to do and think
just want to 'smoke' 'it' away...
'it'...
Dont even know how to categorizes my emotions.
I sit quietly by my toilet window and feels my pulse beating,
blood draining to every inch of my body.
But my shadow stands by the door and sees my lifeless body,
souls escaping to a world where the clock is turned back to episodes of my life,
and everything remains in utopia.
Torn between the thin line that separates bliss and sadness...
is looming closer with every passing day. How bad can a year end financial reporting be to
have "chased" away many talented minds?
Just came back on a tiring company trip to HK over the weekend. It was very rushed,
didnt have much time to go many places, whats more to even shop properly. Finally i have made a trip down to Lan Gui Fang, on both nights. The people *guys* are really friendly there, but
thankfully Phelicia came to my rescue; she hearts the whites, especially this German guy that know how to speak chinese- that didn't impress me much.
On the second day, i nearly brought a Fendi bag; was so close to saying "i'll get it", the words was at the back of my thoat but i didnt get it in the end. Resisted the temptation of an impulsive act.
I still thinks its nice but perhaps I shall look around Gucci again.
I'm in a world of my own,
just leave me alone...
Retreating to my own solace world of thoughts.
Ignorant of the right thing to do and think
just want to 'smoke' 'it' away...
'it'...
Dont even know how to categorizes my emotions.
I sit quietly by my toilet window and feels my pulse beating,
blood draining to every inch of my body.
But my shadow stands by the door and sees my lifeless body,
souls escaping to a world where the clock is turned back to episodes of my life,
and everything remains in utopia.
Torn between the thin line that separates bliss and sadness...
We know life's hard, truth is hard, lies are hard, they are all hard to accept when they have been
found out, and i'm rushing history homework on the Abyissian Crisis about Italy and Abyssia going into war and that the League Of Nations cannot stop this from happening, and beacuse they are formed by means to stop war and
peace-keep the countries together, they have thus failed to achieve that. I think i tend to hold a class for history instead of telling you about me, i'm basically a what subject-realted lover (humanities) and thus
I am more analytical and critical about things, and likes to study about dead people, haha. lol. it's history what can you expect and also geography, it amazes me. I really like it alot, so what have you? Again to find this answer
you need to enter into your own reality and reflect
it's amazing. amzing how people change the way of things, like how I used to hate outdoors in Band
felt it was a complete waste of time, i've acquired to like it more, i guess people change, their thereotical means and applications in life just goes on into a new direction, and see things in another perspective, i guess- it's
all in the mind. It really amazes me how these comes into action, from someone so pessimistic has changed his own view of things, and thus my friend is scoring much better, being more optimisitc and not think of his old way of suicidal
thoughts, which are pretty daunting. and thus we need to see things, in another light, another perspective and another new way, to enable us to open up our minds, and make more new things, the new way it is. 
