Saturday, September 22, 2007
/ 9:53 PM
Started working a month plus back.
A good training ground for graduates like me and the company has pretty good employee welfare as well. However, there is always a down side to a beautiful story; the workload is bad, it is a very fast-paced environment, i would say for someone that has little hands-on and practical knowledge, it is quite stressful.
Quite a few things has been happening the past one month in the absence of my usual blog updates. I'm not going into details as there are just simply too much emotional thoughts in concern.
Someone once said this to me..
Sometimes love just ain't enough
I couldn't understand it fully then but at this cross road now, i feel that it is partially true. The idealistic part of me insists that love makes all things possible, while practicality sets in and knocks that thought out of me; humans has too many expectations.
Too many thoughts running in my mind, and the voice inside of me is not shouting loud enough.
Indecisiveness makes things complicated.
I'm too afraid.
We know life's hard, truth is hard, lies are hard, they are all hard to accept when they have been
found out, and i'm rushing history homework on the Abyissian Crisis about Italy and Abyssia going into war and that the League Of Nations cannot stop this from happening, and beacuse they are formed by means to stop war and
peace-keep the countries together, they have thus failed to achieve that. I think i tend to hold a class for history instead of telling you about me, i'm basically a what subject-realted lover (humanities) and thus
I am more analytical and critical about things, and likes to study about dead people, haha. lol. it's history what can you expect and also geography, it amazes me. I really like it alot, so what have you? Again to find this answer
you need to enter into your own reality and reflect
it's amazing. amzing how people change the way of things, like how I used to hate outdoors in Band
felt it was a complete waste of time, i've acquired to like it more, i guess people change, their thereotical means and applications in life just goes on into a new direction, and see things in another perspective, i guess- it's
all in the mind. It really amazes me how these comes into action, from someone so pessimistic has changed his own view of things, and thus my friend is scoring much better, being more optimisitc and not think of his old way of suicidal
thoughts, which are pretty daunting. and thus we need to see things, in another light, another perspective and another new way, to enable us to open up our minds, and make more new things, the new way it is. 
