Thursday, August 9, 2007
/ 11:24 PM
I was working on National Day!
Sad I know, but oh well thanks to my forgetful mind.
I nearly missed the fireworks *the crucial moment of the parade*
but i rushed out of the gallery and walked towards esplanade. Didnt make it there as
every inch of cityhall was packed with people. I stood by the road opposite of the padang
and I caught the fireworks with a huge tree infront of me blocking part of the beautiful image.
It was captivating.
I love watching fireworks, every ejection of the fireworks brings about much anticipation of
the pattern it will display, the colours and how long it will last in the sky.
At that moment, I concluded that all beautiful things and events in this world are short-lived.
Happiness, sweet moments of a relationship, time, a kiss, a smile etc
I think of all the happy times i have experienced and realized that
i can never bring any of them back. There is only so much that I can do to make it better,
but after all all relationships between people requires two hands to clap.
There are always moments of my life when I will think about all these and feel nostalgic, as well
as sad that theres nothing I can do or even if i do, it will never be the same.
Theres an aching pain inside that I cant explain...
We know life's hard, truth is hard, lies are hard, they are all hard to accept when they have been
found out, and i'm rushing history homework on the Abyissian Crisis about Italy and Abyssia going into war and that the League Of Nations cannot stop this from happening, and beacuse they are formed by means to stop war and
peace-keep the countries together, they have thus failed to achieve that. I think i tend to hold a class for history instead of telling you about me, i'm basically a what subject-realted lover (humanities) and thus
I am more analytical and critical about things, and likes to study about dead people, haha. lol. it's history what can you expect and also geography, it amazes me. I really like it alot, so what have you? Again to find this answer
you need to enter into your own reality and reflect
it's amazing. amzing how people change the way of things, like how I used to hate outdoors in Band
felt it was a complete waste of time, i've acquired to like it more, i guess people change, their thereotical means and applications in life just goes on into a new direction, and see things in another perspective, i guess- it's
all in the mind. It really amazes me how these comes into action, from someone so pessimistic has changed his own view of things, and thus my friend is scoring much better, being more optimisitc and not think of his old way of suicidal
thoughts, which are pretty daunting. and thus we need to see things, in another light, another perspective and another new way, to enable us to open up our minds, and make more new things, the new way it is. 
