Sunday, July 29, 2007
/ 1:49 PM
I should enjoy my freedom as much as I can now before my job starts kicking in.
Oh but when will I get a job?
*Prayer*
But what do I do everyday?
Its really nothing interesting, not enough to cite up someone who asked me during dinner
what are the exciting things that have been happening in my life.
I ponder for quite a while before coming up with the usual phrase, "Oh its the same."
Sleep. Wake Up. Online. Eat. Shows. Send Resumes.
Is this how the scenes of my life is going start rolling when the movie of Jessica starts?
Bleah. Sometimes I feel that there wasn't enough time, throughout the day when suddenly you have the urge of doing a certain something, and you realized that its too late to do so at that part of the day and you will push it off to another day. Without realizing that time is slipping through my fingers with every second that Im typing this out.
I have been watching Sex and The City online; funny and interesting show and really sexual. No wonder they don't air it in Singapore. But I got this phrase from one of the episodes that reminds me once again that we should "Live in the Moment" and not be disturbed/anxious by our uncertain/imperfect future that we have blindly constructed in our minds.
So thats what i did yesterday when I met up with Evien for dinner and drinks.
We went to the Cannery; Pump room for a light dinner of
Seafood Linguine
and later on proceeded to this Moroccan Shesha place for drinks. We both like the ambiance inside, its has an Arabian styled interior with Palancey structures and walls, rocking benches attached by ropes from the ceiling down and comfortable pillows. We chose this cubicle at the corner of the entrance; its like a small compartment of a train when we can have privacy all to ourselves as it cuts off attention from the other customers.
And as usual, our world of photo taking starts at this "magical cubicle" ride...
Hearts the star and moon cushion
We made funny faces and said crappy mean jokes
for a fit of laughter
And cheers to the friendship...
We know life's hard, truth is hard, lies are hard, they are all hard to accept when they have been
found out, and i'm rushing history homework on the Abyissian Crisis about Italy and Abyssia going into war and that the League Of Nations cannot stop this from happening, and beacuse they are formed by means to stop war and
peace-keep the countries together, they have thus failed to achieve that. I think i tend to hold a class for history instead of telling you about me, i'm basically a what subject-realted lover (humanities) and thus
I am more analytical and critical about things, and likes to study about dead people, haha. lol. it's history what can you expect and also geography, it amazes me. I really like it alot, so what have you? Again to find this answer
you need to enter into your own reality and reflect
it's amazing. amzing how people change the way of things, like how I used to hate outdoors in Band
felt it was a complete waste of time, i've acquired to like it more, i guess people change, their thereotical means and applications in life just goes on into a new direction, and see things in another perspective, i guess- it's
all in the mind. It really amazes me how these comes into action, from someone so pessimistic has changed his own view of things, and thus my friend is scoring much better, being more optimisitc and not think of his old way of suicidal
thoughts, which are pretty daunting. and thus we need to see things, in another light, another perspective and another new way, to enable us to open up our minds, and make more new things, the new way it is. 
