Thursday, July 12, 2007
/ 5:37 PM
Been going out the past few nights.
Met up with the babes for dinner on Saturday; we went town for dinner
and met up with a few others for drinks at The Cannery.
Went to Cuba Libre for drinks; the place is nice and i love those music they play, salsa music
and i have the urge to pick up salsa dancing yet again.
Monday was mummy's bdae,
so i stayed home to accompany her.
And I met up with Gavin and Mel for dinner at bugis on Tuesday. We went
a whole lot of places and its good to have a car! Hee i want a car so much at this point of time.
We went to eat at this dessert place at the back of bugis near Can cafe before heading down to
Tea Party at Bukit Timah for tea.
Gavin's favorite pastime after dinner (though used to be coffee).
We took alot of funny and candid photos... hah it was fun!
Watched Transformers with Hildra yest. It was good! Really nice show with
all the amazing graphics! Though to imagine being in that situations is pretty scary, seeing
a car transform alive.
Going out soon to meet the babes again for dinner as this time round Marian
and Silvia will be joining us.
Actually I'm feeling a bit down today after talking to a friend. I feel like there will be more disappointments coming my way and im thinking if i deserve all that after
so long. I admit that it takes very little things to make me sad, despite many other things
that might have cheered me up. Why do i weigh sadness much much more than the same amount of happiness. It beats me.
My friend was just talking about what bouquet should he get for his gf during her convocation.
Which led me to think of another friend's convocation when her bf got her a really big bouquet of flowers too. Its not that im materialistic, but it must feel really good to have
the special someone there for my convocation and to receive a really nice bouquet from him too.
It must feel like im one of the luckiest person to be able to enjoy that moment with him.
Needless to say... i can only imagine that coming august...
which is why i feel and know that disappointments will be coming; though he couldn't help
that much but something can be done, but will he make the effort?
We know life's hard, truth is hard, lies are hard, they are all hard to accept when they have been
found out, and i'm rushing history homework on the Abyissian Crisis about Italy and Abyssia going into war and that the League Of Nations cannot stop this from happening, and beacuse they are formed by means to stop war and
peace-keep the countries together, they have thus failed to achieve that. I think i tend to hold a class for history instead of telling you about me, i'm basically a what subject-realted lover (humanities) and thus
I am more analytical and critical about things, and likes to study about dead people, haha. lol. it's history what can you expect and also geography, it amazes me. I really like it alot, so what have you? Again to find this answer
you need to enter into your own reality and reflect
it's amazing. amzing how people change the way of things, like how I used to hate outdoors in Band
felt it was a complete waste of time, i've acquired to like it more, i guess people change, their thereotical means and applications in life just goes on into a new direction, and see things in another perspective, i guess- it's
all in the mind. It really amazes me how these comes into action, from someone so pessimistic has changed his own view of things, and thus my friend is scoring much better, being more optimisitc and not think of his old way of suicidal
thoughts, which are pretty daunting. and thus we need to see things, in another light, another perspective and another new way, to enable us to open up our minds, and make more new things, the new way it is. 
