Wednesday, May 9, 2007
/ 9:00 PM
One last one on Friday and its finally over.
Glad i survived it through...
Been checking on something in the midst of preparations,
and hoping for a miracle somehow to happen.
Really hope to get it but hope is flicking and the success seems bleak...
Not giving up still... Just hope that the day will come when I can finally say it.
That would the day when I'll truly be bursting with joy.
Please give me your blessings Lord.
2 weeks left before i head to Aussieland... Got tons of things that i plan to get down on when im there. Haa thats if i don't continue to procrastinate. Oops~
Dar and friends been planning on a getaway to NZ after their exams, and naturally it includes me! If they could find an accommodation soon, then it would be a 10days adventurous trip! Lots of nature, lots of driving and exploring and perhaps some pulse throbbing vigorous sports activities?! Hmm... my adrenaline is pumping already!
Sigh...not much time left but i got to start on my SM!
Disappointed.
Glad i survived it through...
Been checking on something in the midst of preparations,
and hoping for a miracle somehow to happen.
Really hope to get it but hope is flicking and the success seems bleak...
Not giving up still... Just hope that the day will come when I can finally say it.
That would the day when I'll truly be bursting with joy.
Please give me your blessings Lord.
2 weeks left before i head to Aussieland... Got tons of things that i plan to get down on when im there. Haa thats if i don't continue to procrastinate. Oops~
Dar and friends been planning on a getaway to NZ after their exams, and naturally it includes me! If they could find an accommodation soon, then it would be a 10days adventurous trip! Lots of nature, lots of driving and exploring and perhaps some pulse throbbing vigorous sports activities?! Hmm... my adrenaline is pumping already!
Sigh...not much time left but i got to start on my SM!
Disappointed.
We know life's hard, truth is hard, lies are hard, they are all hard to accept when they have been
found out, and i'm rushing history homework on the Abyissian Crisis about Italy and Abyssia going into war and that the League Of Nations cannot stop this from happening, and beacuse they are formed by means to stop war and
peace-keep the countries together, they have thus failed to achieve that. I think i tend to hold a class for history instead of telling you about me, i'm basically a what subject-realted lover (humanities) and thus
I am more analytical and critical about things, and likes to study about dead people, haha. lol. it's history what can you expect and also geography, it amazes me. I really like it alot, so what have you? Again to find this answer
you need to enter into your own reality and reflect
it's amazing. amzing how people change the way of things, like how I used to hate outdoors in Band
felt it was a complete waste of time, i've acquired to like it more, i guess people change, their thereotical means and applications in life just goes on into a new direction, and see things in another perspective, i guess- it's
all in the mind. It really amazes me how these comes into action, from someone so pessimistic has changed his own view of things, and thus my friend is scoring much better, being more optimisitc and not think of his old way of suicidal
thoughts, which are pretty daunting. and thus we need to see things, in another light, another perspective and another new way, to enable us to open up our minds, and make more new things, the new way it is. 
