/ 3:38 PM

I think blogger is experiencing some format error...
My "create post" page format looks screwed up..haa

This is my third time in the day coming online.
Just feel so distracted to study that torturous chapter that my slack lecturer neglected,
he covered it by going through some questions with us... and we are suposed to know how to attempt the questions with no foundation? oh well..thats not the point.

Was feeling so stressed yesterday, everything is just tucking on my anxiety nerve.
Luckily my darling nyp girls timely asked me out for a drink... i figured why not, since i desperately need to vent out my anxiety and de-stress.
Due to some technical faults in the mrt line from douby guat onwards at the North East line, all the girls were late. Supposed to meet at 9pm but only managed to meet everyone all together at 10pm. We went in search for a place at the Cannery, everywhere was crowded with people! Saw the FashionBar, heart the deco! It was draped with strings of crystals all over...

We went to the Forbidden city to get a drink, but the service suckz and the food was horrid. Hate vegetables! haha...
So we decided to hop over somewhere else to eat, coz we all felt hungrier after eating the vegetable rolls. In need of fried, oily and unhealthy food!
We went Hooters. Got the cheesy fries and 10 piece chicken wings dipped with buttery sauce. Ooh it was good... Had fun with the girls yesterday, coz of the funny and weird conversations that we always have.

But right now, i think im lacking a dose of that again!
I was asked for my opinion of him staying on another year half for his Masters. What can i say?
If i said no, its just plainly selfish of me...if i said yes, then i will be lonely for a longer period of time. I said yes, and i meant it.. but theres a part of me inside that is starting to doubt what will actually happen for the next year half?
But in his position, wouldn't i want him to support me in whatever i want to do in the future too...
Distracted...

Im always contradicting myself i know.
Complicated...

Name: Jessica

I love beautiful things
shiny glittering things
things that will bring about attention
I love attention, to be pampered and loved
to feel important and needed
I love to take photos, to drive a car
to travel and learn new things
to be financially free
I want to buy lots of Bags and Shoes
You have entered into a world of reality



We know life's hard, truth is hard, lies are hard, they are all hard to accept when they have been found out, and i'm rushing history homework on the Abyissian Crisis about Italy and Abyssia going into war and that the League Of Nations cannot stop this from happening, and beacuse they are formed by means to stop war and peace-keep the countries together, they have thus failed to achieve that. I think i tend to hold a class for history instead of telling you about me, i'm basically a what subject-realted lover (humanities) and thus I am more analytical and critical about things, and likes to study about dead people, haha. lol. it's history what can you expect and also geography, it amazes me. I really like it alot, so what have you? Again to find this answer you need to enter into your own reality and reflect




it's amazing. amzing how people change the way of things, like how I used to hate outdoors in Band felt it was a complete waste of time, i've acquired to like it more, i guess people change, their thereotical means and applications in life just goes on into a new direction, and see things in another perspective, i guess- it's all in the mind. It really amazes me how these comes into action, from someone so pessimistic has changed his own view of things, and thus my friend is scoring much better, being more optimisitc and not think of his old way of suicidal thoughts, which are pretty daunting. and thus we need to see things, in another light, another perspective and another new way, to enable us to open up our minds, and make more new things, the new way it is. done with the old back with the new

i've hiatus-ed.

/ 3:38 PM

I think blogger is experiencing some format error...
My "create post" page format looks screwed up..haa

This is my third time in the day coming online.
Just feel so distracted to study that torturous chapter that my slack lecturer neglected,
he covered it by going through some questions with us... and we are suposed to know how to attempt the questions with no foundation? oh well..thats not the point.

Was feeling so stressed yesterday, everything is just tucking on my anxiety nerve.
Luckily my darling nyp girls timely asked me out for a drink... i figured why not, since i desperately need to vent out my anxiety and de-stress.
Due to some technical faults in the mrt line from douby guat onwards at the North East line, all the girls were late. Supposed to meet at 9pm but only managed to meet everyone all together at 10pm. We went in search for a place at the Cannery, everywhere was crowded with people! Saw the FashionBar, heart the deco! It was draped with strings of crystals all over...

We went to the Forbidden city to get a drink, but the service suckz and the food was horrid. Hate vegetables! haha...
So we decided to hop over somewhere else to eat, coz we all felt hungrier after eating the vegetable rolls. In need of fried, oily and unhealthy food!
We went Hooters. Got the cheesy fries and 10 piece chicken wings dipped with buttery sauce. Ooh it was good... Had fun with the girls yesterday, coz of the funny and weird conversations that we always have.

But right now, i think im lacking a dose of that again!
I was asked for my opinion of him staying on another year half for his Masters. What can i say?
If i said no, its just plainly selfish of me...if i said yes, then i will be lonely for a longer period of time. I said yes, and i meant it.. but theres a part of me inside that is starting to doubt what will actually happen for the next year half?
But in his position, wouldn't i want him to support me in whatever i want to do in the future too...
Distracted...

Im always contradicting myself i know.
Complicated...