Friday, April 27, 2007
/ 1:02 PM
Sad!
Everything is going down these past few days...
Stop!
Things are just so hard to manage.
When you are concern about it and spends time and effort in it,
it just doesnt go your way. You have to try different methods, resort to different means,
do through it a few more rounds and yet you wont get it.
When you decide to give it up and let it be,
focus on minding something else and it will come running back;
asking for your attention.
Its like losing some thing; no matter how hard you try to remember
when you have last placed it,or your search the entire place up and down for it,
you just wont find it. The minute you turn your back and look for something else,
it appears right in front of you.
Why do the God's nature way of life works this way?
Can some things just be simpler?
Want something and treasure it, so it doesn't get lost.
Don't want something, and throw it away and hope you wont regret.
We cant really have the best of both worlds for anything...
other then a few lucky ones...
We know life's hard, truth is hard, lies are hard, they are all hard to accept when they have been
found out, and i'm rushing history homework on the Abyissian Crisis about Italy and Abyssia going into war and that the League Of Nations cannot stop this from happening, and beacuse they are formed by means to stop war and
peace-keep the countries together, they have thus failed to achieve that. I think i tend to hold a class for history instead of telling you about me, i'm basically a what subject-realted lover (humanities) and thus
I am more analytical and critical about things, and likes to study about dead people, haha. lol. it's history what can you expect and also geography, it amazes me. I really like it alot, so what have you? Again to find this answer
you need to enter into your own reality and reflect
it's amazing. amzing how people change the way of things, like how I used to hate outdoors in Band
felt it was a complete waste of time, i've acquired to like it more, i guess people change, their thereotical means and applications in life just goes on into a new direction, and see things in another perspective, i guess- it's
all in the mind. It really amazes me how these comes into action, from someone so pessimistic has changed his own view of things, and thus my friend is scoring much better, being more optimisitc and not think of his old way of suicidal
thoughts, which are pretty daunting. and thus we need to see things, in another light, another perspective and another new way, to enable us to open up our minds, and make more new things, the new way it is. 
