Saturday, April 14, 2007
/ 4:32 PM
It doesn't feel like it is a Saturday today.
Been feeling so sian the past few days, think its the wave cycle as mentioned in
John Gray's book, "Men are from Mars, Women are from Venus".
Worked the past two days and got quite a bit of stuff done, though i was feeling so bored especially yest. Went to have dinner with Mel after work at Bugis and shopped abit with her to look for her friend's present.
So tempted to get stuff but i cant! Sigh~
Something interesting happened at work today too, that cheered me up abit and made me felt more motivated! Told Hildra and Xinloo about it..
Haa couldnt keep it to myself. Maybe i needed attention from someone and when i finally got it, i felt appreciated and noticed.
*Grin*
Went gym early this afternoon with xinloo, but we were both feeling very lethargic. So didn't exactly do a full work out gym session as per normal. Went Mos Burger for lunch with her and she ordered so much! Yummy but darn im putting weight back on! Haiz~
But thanks for the treat once again! Hopefully our little peck together will come true then i can give u a treat back!
Bored. No life.
and its funny that some people doesn't think that its possible for me to feel this way.
Nonetheless, there are people worst than me, but it doesn't eliminate the fact
that i feeling this way too.
When i start my exam revision, im sure this feeling will escalate and im gonna be so cranky again.
I guess this is the set back of having a long distance relationship;
feeling neglected is inevitable.
But im not saying that its alright!
Something should have been done but after going through it constantly;
I have given up on trying to get anything out of it.
More photos...
Taken during WIL2 group projects in school...
Some passerbys were actually staring at us taking this photo;
we posed for quite a few shots but all turn out horribly as
one of us will burst out luffing before the camera register the picture!
-_-"
I realized that my darling Dicheng and me loves taking pics.. haa
Seriously feeling so sian of everything...
Makes me feel the urge of running away to have a fresh start where no one knows me ...
Just a thought...
Been feeling so sian the past few days, think its the wave cycle as mentioned in
John Gray's book, "Men are from Mars, Women are from Venus".
Worked the past two days and got quite a bit of stuff done, though i was feeling so bored especially yest. Went to have dinner with Mel after work at Bugis and shopped abit with her to look for her friend's present.
So tempted to get stuff but i cant! Sigh~
Something interesting happened at work today too, that cheered me up abit and made me felt more motivated! Told Hildra and Xinloo about it..
Haa couldnt keep it to myself. Maybe i needed attention from someone and when i finally got it, i felt appreciated and noticed.
*Grin*
Went gym early this afternoon with xinloo, but we were both feeling very lethargic. So didn't exactly do a full work out gym session as per normal. Went Mos Burger for lunch with her and she ordered so much! Yummy but darn im putting weight back on! Haiz~
But thanks for the treat once again! Hopefully our little peck together will come true then i can give u a treat back!
Bored. No life.
and its funny that some people doesn't think that its possible for me to feel this way.
Nonetheless, there are people worst than me, but it doesn't eliminate the fact
that i feeling this way too.
When i start my exam revision, im sure this feeling will escalate and im gonna be so cranky again.
I guess this is the set back of having a long distance relationship;
feeling neglected is inevitable.
But im not saying that its alright!
Something should have been done but after going through it constantly;
I have given up on trying to get anything out of it.
More photos...
Taken during WIL2 group projects in school...
Some passerbys were actually staring at us taking this photo;
we posed for quite a few shots but all turn out horribly as
one of us will burst out luffing before the camera register the picture!
-_-"
I realized that my darling Dicheng and me loves taking pics.. haa
Seriously feeling so sian of everything...
Makes me feel the urge of running away to have a fresh start where no one knows me ...
Just a thought...
We know life's hard, truth is hard, lies are hard, they are all hard to accept when they have been
found out, and i'm rushing history homework on the Abyissian Crisis about Italy and Abyssia going into war and that the League Of Nations cannot stop this from happening, and beacuse they are formed by means to stop war and
peace-keep the countries together, they have thus failed to achieve that. I think i tend to hold a class for history instead of telling you about me, i'm basically a what subject-realted lover (humanities) and thus
I am more analytical and critical about things, and likes to study about dead people, haha. lol. it's history what can you expect and also geography, it amazes me. I really like it alot, so what have you? Again to find this answer
you need to enter into your own reality and reflect
it's amazing. amzing how people change the way of things, like how I used to hate outdoors in Band
felt it was a complete waste of time, i've acquired to like it more, i guess people change, their thereotical means and applications in life just goes on into a new direction, and see things in another perspective, i guess- it's
all in the mind. It really amazes me how these comes into action, from someone so pessimistic has changed his own view of things, and thus my friend is scoring much better, being more optimisitc and not think of his old way of suicidal
thoughts, which are pretty daunting. and thus we need to see things, in another light, another perspective and another new way, to enable us to open up our minds, and make more new things, the new way it is. 
