Friday, April 20, 2007
/ 3:37 PM
Feeling so slack today.
This is not good; especially after spending yesterday on
shopping therapy and away from my books.
Woke up later than usual today, which ruin my mood a little as i have less time to
get things done.. Which resultantly developed my slack behaviour.
Doesnt make sense, I know...
And i received something that changed my mood even more;
despite that i should be happy but I couldn't cause it resurfaced my
constant internal struggle that I frequently hide inside my closet..
Unproductive!
Irritated with myself.
On the other note,
My Mango door gift...
The small prints actually state "MNG Accessories January MMVII"
&
my "clown suit cum armor-looking" top which I brought...
At least baby think its nice! Hee~
Good Luck for your papers dar...
We know life's hard, truth is hard, lies are hard, they are all hard to accept when they have been
found out, and i'm rushing history homework on the Abyissian Crisis about Italy and Abyssia going into war and that the League Of Nations cannot stop this from happening, and beacuse they are formed by means to stop war and
peace-keep the countries together, they have thus failed to achieve that. I think i tend to hold a class for history instead of telling you about me, i'm basically a what subject-realted lover (humanities) and thus
I am more analytical and critical about things, and likes to study about dead people, haha. lol. it's history what can you expect and also geography, it amazes me. I really like it alot, so what have you? Again to find this answer
you need to enter into your own reality and reflect
it's amazing. amzing how people change the way of things, like how I used to hate outdoors in Band
felt it was a complete waste of time, i've acquired to like it more, i guess people change, their thereotical means and applications in life just goes on into a new direction, and see things in another perspective, i guess- it's
all in the mind. It really amazes me how these comes into action, from someone so pessimistic has changed his own view of things, and thus my friend is scoring much better, being more optimisitc and not think of his old way of suicidal
thoughts, which are pretty daunting. and thus we need to see things, in another light, another perspective and another new way, to enable us to open up our minds, and make more new things, the new way it is. 
