Thursday, March 22, 2007
/ 11:23 PM
Tired after a whole day in school. I'm so caught up in settling projects, arranging for meetings and finding time to do research, to work so that i can get the little bit of pay for June and time to start studying for upcoming tests.
I'm in need of a good massage, at somewhere neat and peaceful, somewhere sceneric; where i can breathe in the few air of greeneries and sweet scents of flowers. Somewhere, where i could hear the sounds of nature, and wake up to a breath-taking view; where i can get lost in it. Ooh, that sounds like an exotic spa somewhere away from the city! Haa~
Been doing a little self-reflection in my own thinking space, and i realized that there are some issues about me that i need to control and change.
Perhaps i have been too demanding in my expectations... or perhaps I'm being too difficult... Am i too fast to put a judgment? Why am i acting the way i do at times ...
I do hope that in any situations that i might have caused unhappiness to anyone, i apologized for it... Though it might not necessarily mean that i do not stand firm in what i believe in.
Its important to be confident of who you are, to hold on to your personal values, your needs, wants and ambitions. Ultimately, these are the things that pushes you towards achieving your goals.. Though its hard not to doubt yourself at times, but a little help from above and from ourselves is good.
The power of the mind makes who you wants to be.
I'm in need of a good massage, at somewhere neat and peaceful, somewhere sceneric; where i can breathe in the few air of greeneries and sweet scents of flowers. Somewhere, where i could hear the sounds of nature, and wake up to a breath-taking view; where i can get lost in it. Ooh, that sounds like an exotic spa somewhere away from the city! Haa~
Been doing a little self-reflection in my own thinking space, and i realized that there are some issues about me that i need to control and change.
Perhaps i have been too demanding in my expectations... or perhaps I'm being too difficult... Am i too fast to put a judgment? Why am i acting the way i do at times ...
I do hope that in any situations that i might have caused unhappiness to anyone, i apologized for it... Though it might not necessarily mean that i do not stand firm in what i believe in.
Its important to be confident of who you are, to hold on to your personal values, your needs, wants and ambitions. Ultimately, these are the things that pushes you towards achieving your goals.. Though its hard not to doubt yourself at times, but a little help from above and from ourselves is good.
The power of the mind makes who you wants to be.
We know life's hard, truth is hard, lies are hard, they are all hard to accept when they have been
found out, and i'm rushing history homework on the Abyissian Crisis about Italy and Abyssia going into war and that the League Of Nations cannot stop this from happening, and beacuse they are formed by means to stop war and
peace-keep the countries together, they have thus failed to achieve that. I think i tend to hold a class for history instead of telling you about me, i'm basically a what subject-realted lover (humanities) and thus
I am more analytical and critical about things, and likes to study about dead people, haha. lol. it's history what can you expect and also geography, it amazes me. I really like it alot, so what have you? Again to find this answer
you need to enter into your own reality and reflect
it's amazing. amzing how people change the way of things, like how I used to hate outdoors in Band
felt it was a complete waste of time, i've acquired to like it more, i guess people change, their thereotical means and applications in life just goes on into a new direction, and see things in another perspective, i guess- it's
all in the mind. It really amazes me how these comes into action, from someone so pessimistic has changed his own view of things, and thus my friend is scoring much better, being more optimisitc and not think of his old way of suicidal
thoughts, which are pretty daunting. and thus we need to see things, in another light, another perspective and another new way, to enable us to open up our minds, and make more new things, the new way it is. 
