Saturday, March 24, 2007
/ 12:26 AM
Studying for MC is making me irritable.
Even chocolates ain't helping..
Thx Sis for the RitaSports White with Hazelnut! My Favourite..
Was talking to dar just now..
And due to the post-studying (minimal success) stress,
I was in a cranky mood and was complaining about all the unhappiness
to him over the phone..
Oops~
but i wasn't entirely at fault... CK kept saying things to make me insecure!
-_-"
Hee but poor dar is at the feeding end of my frustrations..
thank you dar for tolerating with my cranky behaviour!
muackz!
But i dont want to be like miki.. and for the record its coming to 2 years.
So dont break Ck's record ya!
Hee~
Off the topic..
Someone kept asking me bizarre questions..
And its just weird, I cant exactly answer them
and i didn't want to seem mean but after awhile
it just seem like the person is finding answers that can give him/her more assurance.
Then in such situations, the more you should be finding someone more
credited to answer you.
Or just try to analyze or decide on your own...
Ok clearly, i'm still feeling irritable...
Even chocolates ain't helping..
Thx Sis for the RitaSports White with Hazelnut! My Favourite..
Was talking to dar just now..
And due to the post-studying (minimal success) stress,
I was in a cranky mood and was complaining about all the unhappiness
to him over the phone..
Oops~
but i wasn't entirely at fault... CK kept saying things to make me insecure!
-_-"
Hee but poor dar is at the feeding end of my frustrations..
thank you dar for tolerating with my cranky behaviour!
muackz!
But i dont want to be like miki.. and for the record its coming to 2 years.
So dont break Ck's record ya!
Hee~
Off the topic..
Someone kept asking me bizarre questions..
And its just weird, I cant exactly answer them
and i didn't want to seem mean but after awhile
it just seem like the person is finding answers that can give him/her more assurance.
Then in such situations, the more you should be finding someone more
credited to answer you.
Or just try to analyze or decide on your own...
Ok clearly, i'm still feeling irritable...
We know life's hard, truth is hard, lies are hard, they are all hard to accept when they have been
found out, and i'm rushing history homework on the Abyissian Crisis about Italy and Abyssia going into war and that the League Of Nations cannot stop this from happening, and beacuse they are formed by means to stop war and
peace-keep the countries together, they have thus failed to achieve that. I think i tend to hold a class for history instead of telling you about me, i'm basically a what subject-realted lover (humanities) and thus
I am more analytical and critical about things, and likes to study about dead people, haha. lol. it's history what can you expect and also geography, it amazes me. I really like it alot, so what have you? Again to find this answer
you need to enter into your own reality and reflect
it's amazing. amzing how people change the way of things, like how I used to hate outdoors in Band
felt it was a complete waste of time, i've acquired to like it more, i guess people change, their thereotical means and applications in life just goes on into a new direction, and see things in another perspective, i guess- it's
all in the mind. It really amazes me how these comes into action, from someone so pessimistic has changed his own view of things, and thus my friend is scoring much better, being more optimisitc and not think of his old way of suicidal
thoughts, which are pretty daunting. and thus we need to see things, in another light, another perspective and another new way, to enable us to open up our minds, and make more new things, the new way it is. 
